Kim D (Ampoet'trie):
They say time heals all things
Well Time is on watch, but not curing a thing
I’ve been in chronic pain for weeks
My patience is on leave
Stop standing still
letting me bleed
I’m Clinching my heart,
As I reminisce in the dark
Nurses and their helpers pass by me with their charts
“I just need to know….
What hour the healing starts?”
I’m seeking desperate relief
“ Can’t you see I’m dying!................ Look at me! ”
But love bequeaths
I cry out once more “Save me Please!!!”
I won’t let go
I refuse to cede
So Frantic I reach____/\/\^^___ and I reach _^^_/\/\__/\_______
But No one reaches back and that’s a shock to me….
Clear --- I can see
that With every tick of the clock more of my life force leaves
...So I reach for some hope,
Then i blackout again
Staying conscious in this place is like grasping the wind
But they must hear
..And they must know.!
As I silently scream,
But that's as loud as it goes -__-
The most violent of whispers
The calmest goodbye
And most of my tears fall dry from my eyes
So when they come visit my vitals arise,
But when they leave out I'm dying inside
the slowest death,
the fastest of lives
I ask God:
"What's a thousand more days if that's one in your eyes?"
But i hear no reply,
As is i never did speak,
..As if i don't exist,
...As if i didn't work on everything that i could fix.
But then again im rich,
We can all live again,
And spend them together
Where my vision is better..
I can see beautiful weather...
Lions with their manes.and birds with their feathers
And again i awake
Another cry for my life
Another push on this button that they taped to my side
Another beep on the monitor that's gauged to my thigh
I'm more hurt now than i was when i arrived.
Kim D (Ampoet'trie):
WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME BEING HERE IF YOU'RE NOT CONCERNED FOR MY LIFE!
What's my worth? Name your price...
30 pieces of silver or keep me alive?
I'm telling you what's wrong,
Diagnose my cry...
Here's an idea exchange your life for mine
Take my place...
Walk a block in my shoes...
feel my pain inflicted by you
wait on me to resuscitate you
bleed to death...
convult, and seize from being confused
But they ignore my cry
They say: 'its not that serious.!'
I'm only 'bleeding from my eyes'...
and 'repeating two sentences' -__-
I shiver when it's warm,
And my bed reeks of excrement
So if you think I'm fine,
then you prolly wanna think again.!
Most stories have a happy ending
But life is real,
And my soul isn't patent pending
How can they help me when they lazy?
Enough to make me crazy,
Even if it was possible to save me.!
I'd prolly die from blood hemorrhage to brain,
Tryna break down and explain that their treating me insane
..As if i don't know that my body is dying
The test results are lying.!
..The computers are conniving.!!
I'm being set up by the ruler of this system,
'Cuz i have 3 studies and he know that ima miss 'em
But what matters most is that i tried my best,
Lived life on a humble quest,
Thru pools of sweat,
Manuvering with ever squeeze of breathe
Until the beep goes silent and at peace i rest..