Bored Writing: 'Usher'ing Dead Sick Symptoms

Can you tell I was listening to Charles Hamilton while I was writing this? lol. Just a quick post before the new year. Not to be cocky but no I didn't put my all into it. I had fun writing it though.Thoughts? (2min 25sec)

Im 'dead sick'
Can't you see me-'coffin'?
The dead part of life
Lives on when I write
I guess the pen is the doctor
And ink is medicinal
Ridiculed
Dispensed with a click of the writing tool
And the medicine happens to be 'lighter fuel'
It figures
Because none of what I write is 'cool'
Am I a fool for using flames as a cure?
Sometimes it helps
Other times its burns even more
Thanks Usher
Ill 'let it burn'
But never a 'confession'
Just pleads for a blessing
Testing...
A bolt lock arrived
Comprised of lessons and lies
Lies was the 'key'
It only 'turns into' lessons
Im messin
'You don't gotta call' me crazy
Just thoughtful maybe...
...says my lady
Shouts to you if you give this a peek
Or maybe I shoulda said friend of me
lol
I promise that was unplanned
Rather i'll drop off and land
'Coast' to a different topic, 'tropics' or 'sand'

---I think that's enough
~wind blows!