Circa Sixten Oh!nine Part: 2 Coming Soon! (6/10/11)

Journal Poetry Vault

Circa Sixten Oh!nine II

Coming Soon.!

George Cursive L Presents: 6'4" 185lbs (to the 6 ft. 7 beat)

Some people love me, while other people hating
Those who love are close to God, the others close to Satan
Hating just inspires and it furthers motivation
I leave haters standing there, suspended animation
Sinning may feel good, but i'm not chasing that sensation
Changed the way I think and act, Call it renovation
The fact that you can't phase me shouldn't be a revelation
I'm on a higher plane without weed or meditation
Competition set ablaze, fired, termination
Planting seeds of my success, watch the germination
Future bound to sprout thanks to proper irrigation
Medicate these love sick girls, but may cause irritation
But I can remove the scars, be a dermabrasion
This may be the best wordplay, I've had since "The Equation"
Keep it on my mind like dough, no pluses or minus though
Always come out even, even if I'm moving kinda slow
Save the drama for your mama, you actors just gotta go
By all means put on a show....
Hehehe..... I'm going back
I know this girl who's ghetto due to California raising
She's beautiful and sweeter than a California raisin
She's really off the wall like Michael Jackson in his days and
I talk to her at days end, cause she is so amazing
I don't understand why people give me so much hassle
But my support team keeps me fortified like castles
School had hard knocks, Class of 08 on my tassle
Bullying these niggas, I'm like Butch unto these rascals
Talking to myself because I am a little crazy
Two sides to my story and they're both a little hazy
Like smoke from a swisher, there is never a clear picture
I relate to recipes because I am a mixture
Switch my style up, I guess that why I am unstable
Tryna fight my badness so unlike Cain I am Abel
I am just a hero trapped inside a villains body
Shotty at succeeding but I don't try to be naughty
Probably the best here, but not many listen
Tryna shine the light on them, but always seem to miss em
You can call me Cursive L or call me Mr. Lindsey
I must be a bird or plane, I'm up there where the winds be
I swear the river that I spit at times is never ending
But if my words evaporate, the can be condensending
Precipitate on niggas but I'm never raining men
But I'll flow to flood the river up and start it all again
Real recognizes real, so who the heck are you??
They're just them joker niggas, that usually come in two
And yeah them niggas wild, but I always call their bluff
They can't beat my royal flush....
I'm the King of Hearts and my Ace serves as my Queen too
And guys don't know Jack unless they have a Ten to cling to
I'm just tryna build a dynasty, like that Ming dude
Or like Belicheck, give me the trophy and the ring too
Anytime I put it down, it must be an epic rhyme
Silencing these bustas, see I'm turning all these clowns to mimes
Yeah, they better watch what they say and do
Before I get mad and go ape like a Saiyan do
No evolution, but hold on lemme think
I'm a poet rapper, call me "Missing Link"

Bored Writing: Words I Never Said

"I think that all the silence is worse then all the violence.

..fear is such a weak emotion, thats why i despise it.!"- L.F.

They say: "Remain silent.!

Don't forget to cover up"

Protect yourself by throwing dust

..Spinning kicks and uppercuts.!

Down with a fight

But don't forget my coming up.!

Replinished..

Now i finish what i started with a golden tongue

The world is such a lie

..The government is so stuck up

But now its going down

..Going down like the setting sun

Time to blow the trumpet just to show that we're victorious

And end it with that masterful song,so melodious

..But everyone is blind

...Where everything is peachy -__-

Gasoline is high

..and the oceans smell of fieces

I cant wait until the end

..the era that im preaching.!

Where the meek posses the earth,

..Along with never seen species

The truth is in my heart

So my eyes project my feelings

And what you see on screen is a daring kind of release

Words from from my mind..CAPITALIZED when im screaming

Bold in its thought

Italisized for stressed feeling

I HATE to say "i hate"

But i hate hating hate

And isnt love is a verb.? ,..never shown by what you say

This worlds about to end

Its the world you know today.!

.because it crumbles

..and it falls

...and its destruction's on the way

~wind blows.!

Complimentary "Words I Never Said" Instrumentals:

Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/?e55f5t8tv718twz

Instrumental with Hook: http://www.mediafire.com/?h0h8ig06sqrqvjr

The Last Reply: Hades Behavior

..sticks and stones can break your bones but words decapitate you

George will die melodramatical

Seeking to try Ty as sabatical

And retreat when i pry cells from his clavicles

And leave his eyes melting thru faces of shattered skull

This is killing with tongues

..Im as ill as they come

Slashing with battle tactics until my fingers are numb

I write as hot as the 'sun'

So pray me a saber to slay me a 'savior'

..A titanium blade for crushing his cranium later

...You like my Hades behavior.?

This constitutes a revolution

..My malice slated in restitution

...I came and amalgamated his evolution with calibrated electricutions

That germinated the mold

This serpent hated the cold

..where verses ate him and regurgitated him whole

I perforate lyrical souls.!

Left invertibrated he folds

Exterminated as told

Then i advance with several celestial sword swinging swordsmen

Projecting blaphemic fantastic chapters in fractions towards him

To leave him physically disfigured in ritualistic symbols of art

..Rip him apart with encrypted lyrics that cripple his heart

Split him in half with sadistic methods developed in darkness

Leave him impaled on his wall and laugh at the swell of his carcus

..Rip his mind in four

...Shatter his frame in six ways

....And take a switchblade to engrave my tag in his ribcage

Cells splatted leave no lyrical membranes

I told you i was playing and BEEN trained.!

George,Nick, Cursive or whatever his name is,

.If you're flames, im cold rain

..Left with smokey remainders

~wind blows.!

PS: I dont want this to seem like association so i made this last reply simply amazing...Much love to all my brothers and sisters..even those fighting to return in the future.

Journal Poetry Vault: An Overcast Day

Life's Art-No Eraser...Watch What Yxu Draw

..Short and bitterSweet

Shatter my heart,

Break my feelings,

Tear my torso.

..She can do it all with her back turned and her eyes closed

She could make me fall with a back brace and support poles

And even when im down she pummels me with her elbows

Blah dee blah

Such a sad story

..i should make it better and pretend that i was joking

..or i could fill a letter explaining why i am so deep

But she would never know..cuz she would always ignore me

..And for all who read THIS, and think that its boring

...You could prolly hate..but atleast you can just support me

....You could prolly count on one hand when i was happy,

Awaiting for the time when everybody is all meek

Its just...the wind blowing on an overcast day,

Making me think back to some of my past ways

..And making me reminsce on why its the last days

...Done ciphoning from hearts that feed me with spoiled rage

~wind blows.!

Bored Writing: Future Memories

A parade of confetti razorblades couldnt match my past of tyranny

Presents from the past

..Mixed with future memories

Searching thru a box of old clothes and misery

Don't you understand that those clothes don't fit on me.?

Dressed in the future..

Where past thoughts can envy me

..Envy clothed in jealousy

Eyes big as evergreens

Focused on a view thats right there but never seen

And its too bad that troubled thoughts are missing me

I wont be back so keep all your gifts and things

.Back on track,

..Enduring again

Thoughts of the past like chaff in the wind

While thoughts of my future are massive again

Where the my biggest of feats are like passing of trends

Im right here today

..A past full of sorrow

Confetti razorblades pour over happiest tomorrows

I soak it all in..and keep i what i borrow

Fill you up with love if you let me,

..Heres a bottle.!

They say im unreadable

"Theres a missing piece of you"

"Go and push him down to the ground and see what he will do"

They dont know its dangerous to percieve what he'll pursue.

.To all future enemies

..And to everybody fittingly

Understand i laugh at these fears that replinish me

..Understand my path is as cramped as arthritic knees

...And correlate my past to the darkness thats never seen.!

~wind blows.!

Bored Writing: Just For You

..All from broken crutches and anorexic memories

They said: "I really like your work
..But why is it so sad.?
...And why is it so weird in every lyric that im tagged.?
And what are these emotions that you always seem to have.?
..All about your life and how you stumbled on your path"
I'm not a perfect brother,
..Nor Adams perfect seed
Between the choice of right and wrong im fitted inbetween
This is food for thought on platters of emotions you recieve
So if your plate is tainted then you prolly shouldnt eat
I love ALL my friends
I have love for all my enemies
..So WHO is there who thinks that i would hate on those befriending me.?
And WHO is there who thinks that i would badger any enemy.?
..Or say a mean word when i know that they arent hearing me.?
.You should know im bold.!
..And every word is truth.!
No childish games where glue and rubber never sticks to you
..Where Jack and Jill went up the hill and broke their crowns in two
...Where every creepy feeling is the cooties seeping thru
Somethings never change,
And people never learn
Stuck inside the structure of the world their running from
Stuck upon a feeling that was wrong since it begun
I AM a true friend,
..so what's the reason why you run.?
What's the reason why I write.?
..Truth pumping thru my thumbs
A foe thats full of malice is the person you've become
And everybody else could bang your feelings like a drum
..But THEY don't know your anger because I'm the only one -__-
Aiming for your mind
..First class mail
I hope you feel the words from this lyric like braille
This is not a writ of lines for a story that i tell
..And not a plea of goodness to release me from this jail
With no futher adieu,
.I send this letter thru
..And i hope you read i all,
...'Cause i made it just for you

~wind blows!

Purposeless Writing: Broken Crutches

I bet alot of people wont get it,

..sometimes less focus can help you see the image -__-

I had three crutches
..But now i have one -__-
The other crutches broke when my surgery begun
.The other crutches snicker when i lay upon the one
..And they creak,
...and they laugh,liiike around everyone
I guess the maker told them that i 'wasnt to much fun'
That i 'couldnt stand strait nomatter what im working on'
But the truth of the matter is my surgery is done
So forget needing you..
I'll just lean upon the one.
It's sad that you were there JUST to help me and your gone
But my one crutch last under weight that i put on
And i never got to use you,
..So i never got attached
And you never said the saying that you 'always had my back'
But my one crutch is my cane
..annd I'm walking again
So when i start running don't follow me or hang
When you break down, ill be there to fix your pain,
But when youre on your feet, ill continue with my cane
One crutch thought it was slick when it broke
I knew that it would give when i started on a slope
It even shook on flat ground..for a reason i don't know
And the other crutch looked sound,
..But was really hollow
I dont take it personal,
My hurt didnt spring from you
I hurt my own self when i sliced up my parachute
..I hurt my own self when i jumped off the institute,
...And felt that i could make it deploying my broken parachute
.Even so im here
Even thru my nightmares
Awaking to reality where my fears are right there,
..But who cares
My back is healing up,
My legs are feeling tough
I plan to run a marathon even with my only crutch.!
So prepare your parachutes,
Climb clouds to find truth,
..Do the impossible,
I won't stand in defeat,volatile.!

~wind blows!

Bored Writing: ER ft. Kimberly Duval (Ampoet'trie)

Kim D (Ampoet'trie):

They say time heals all things

Well Time is on watch, but not curing a thing

I’ve been in chronic pain for weeks

My patience is on leave

Stop standing still

letting me bleed

I’m Clinching my heart,

As I reminisce in the dark

Nurses and their helpers pass by me with their charts

“I just need to know….

What hour the healing starts?”

I’m seeking desperate relief

“ Can’t you see I’m dying!................ Look at me! ”

But love bequeaths

I cry out once more “Save me Please!!!”

I won’t let go

I refuse to cede

So Frantic I reach____/\/\^^___ and I reach _^^_/\/\__/\_______

But No one reaches back and that’s a shock to me….

Clear --- I can see

that With every tick of the clock more of my life force leaves

Ty:

...So I reach for some hope,

Then i blackout again

Staying conscious in this place is like grasping the wind

But they must hear

..And they must know.!

As I silently scream,

But that's as loud as it goes -__-

The most violent of whispers

The calmest goodbye

And most of my tears fall dry from my eyes

So when they come visit my vitals arise,

But when they leave out I'm dying inside

the slowest death,

the fastest of lives

I ask God:

"What's a thousand more days if that's one in your eyes?"

But i hear no reply,

As is i never did speak,

..As if i don't exist,

...As if i didn't work on everything that i could fix.

But then again im rich,

..Spiritual treasures

We can all live again,

And spend them together

Where my vision is better..

I can see beautiful weather...

Lions with their manes.and birds with their feathers

And again i awake

Another cry for my life

Another push on this button that they taped to my side

Another beep on the monitor that's gauged to my thigh

I'm more hurt now than i was when i arrived.

Kim D (Ampoet'trie):

WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME BEING HERE IF YOU'RE NOT CONCERNED FOR MY LIFE!

What's my worth? Name your price...

30 pieces of silver or keep me alive?

I'm telling you what's wrong,

Diagnose my cry...

Here's an idea exchange your life for mine

Take my place...

Walk a block in my shoes...

feel my pain inflicted by you

wait on me to resuscitate you

bleed to death...

no transfuse

convult, and seize from being confused

Ty:

But they ignore my cry

They say: 'its not that serious.!'

I'm only 'bleeding from my eyes'...

and 'repeating two sentences' -__-

I shiver when it's warm,

And my bed reeks of excrement

So if you think I'm fine,

then you prolly wanna think again.!

Most stories have a happy ending

But life is real,

And my soul isn't patent pending

Doctors!?-

How can they help me when they lazy?

Enough to make me crazy,

Even if it was possible to save me.!

I'd prolly die from blood hemorrhage to brain,

Tryna break down and explain that their treating me insane

..As if i don't know that my body is dying

The test results are lying.!

..The computers are conniving.!!

I'm being set up by the ruler of this system,

'Cuz i have 3 studies and he know that ima miss 'em

But what matters most is that i tried my best,

Lived life on a humble quest,

Thru pools of sweat,

Manuvering with ever squeeze of breathe

Until the beep goes silent and at peace i rest..

~Ampoet'trie

~wind blows!

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