Circa Sixten Oh!nine II: The Redux*

More gloomy than it appears with blood burgundy tears

Forget endings that begin

I'm ending this to end.!

Where everything I see is an emotion that I kill.!

Where every lucid image of my memory is real.!

..And I can choke it dead with all the pain that is unhealed

You're 'not as heartless as I think'.?

..You got your only heart from me.!

...You crushed it with your hands,

....And you would beat it when it beats

I guess you werent use to all the realness that you see

Love mixed with sin is the perfect recipe

Where the sweetness of the taste hints stale calamity

And the smell that will linger is the scent insanity

My mind paints the picture of you smiling at this cake

..While my tears burst into flames and burn down my face

My sweat turns to acid..more toxic than a waste

And my body melts down until my image is erased

You cant catch me now,..

No remnants for your chase

Except for empty vessels filled with purple colored paste

...because, dreams fall and break

....And look at all the mess that it makes -__-

~wind blows.!

* The definition of Redux means brought back, revisited. This version of Sixten Oh!nine II

is a different view of the last version..the last version of Sixten Oh!nine II can be read here: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150328893639046 as well as the first ever version of Sixten Oh! nine here: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=457123669045 ..

Journal Poetry Vault: An Overcast Day

Life's Art-No Eraser...Watch What Yxu Draw

..Short and bitterSweet

Shatter my heart,

Break my feelings,

Tear my torso.

..She can do it all with her back turned and her eyes closed

She could make me fall with a back brace and support poles

And even when im down she pummels me with her elbows

Blah dee blah

Such a sad story

..i should make it better and pretend that i was joking

..or i could fill a letter explaining why i am so deep

But she would never know..cuz she would always ignore me

..And for all who read THIS, and think that its boring

...You could prolly hate..but atleast you can just support me

....You could prolly count on one hand when i was happy,

Awaiting for the time when everybody is all meek

Its just...the wind blowing on an overcast day,

Making me think back to some of my past ways

..And making me reminsce on why its the last days

...Done ciphoning from hearts that feed me with spoiled rage

~wind blows.!

Journal Poetry Vault: Flames In Cold Rain

Its awhole lotta pressure bottled inside
Take off my cap..
Annd swallow my pride.
Intoxication resides
Producing laughs and occasional sighs
Hand on my head, thinkin...thinkin im wise
Watching your lives
*Sigh*
..and you have noooo clue
Holes and gashes where evidence falls through
And there it is..
Bright sight in plain view
Can you see it or not?
A lone path, only feeble'll trot
..Kicken up rocks
I'm Sampson..
and altho she cut HER hair..
I'M strength-less,
..and she the strongest here.
Livin your life
Yea, I'm still righ there
Emotions and life art..,
No erasing cares.
Soo draw your conclusions,
State your hypothesis..
Group up and share with Einsteins followers.
But i know the answer,
Its been with me from the start
The end is real pretty..
Candy peace signs and hearts
Cotton candy rain
I'm singin agaiin
Birds only tweet when the seasons have changed
And hopefully I'm doin the same
Unless the cannibals eat my wings O.o
With a heart on fire..no flame in cold rain

Out of the hearts abundance the mouth speaks..and thats ironic,because we dont say nothin at all..and no its not cool..To tell the truth...i don't even have alittle bit of heart without you! You can drop T and see it in reverse..tru(t)H ...because trutH Hurts

~wind blows!

Journal Poetry Vault: Sunbright Yesternight

As promised on this date,
A fairly old lyric,written last year..circaaaa..wanna guess when..
6/10/09



Yesternight
Just a tease for today
I hope I stay on your mind
And never lead you astray
'Hours' don't matter
On a 'date' for eternity
I won't stop-
Just don't 'fail' on 'permit'ting me
If I say I hate you
You know what I really mean
Real life with you?-
Is better than any dream!
Well unless you're in it...
Or unless you're with me when I dream it
Peaceful-Nala dreamin'
Kicken-Like-"its too good to be true"
Other people think the same like:
"Ty is with you?-
5th grade Ty?-
Wait,he is your boo?
*let me think for a second*
Na-that couldn't be you"
Yes I'm with a goddess
So keep lookin away
Or be blinded for like half of the day
Stumblin down the hallway,
in 'all ways'
You know- they couldn't accept 'mentally'
And 'physically' then can't even see
There's only one question I should try and perceive
Why am I not blind after the SunRains on me?
I guess it was meant to be...
Simpily 1-4-3
3-4-2
Barney?

~wind blows!

Journal Poetry Vault: Circa Sixten Oh!nine

Some memories 'last' 'forever'..when you hoped the 'first' was 'infinity'



I'm thinking about tomorrow today
Well, last years tomorrow
The dreams,the hurt,the pains and sorrow
The laughs and tears...
Beds where truths will lie
And kids will play..grow old and die
The bench..the books..the stories..and morals
The walks..the beach..the waves and coral
The fountain..Run!...
Let the water mist your hair
The beauty of relaxation without a care
And i stare O.o
Gosh...so soo gorgeous
This should be forever...
Infinity's important!
Where the end doesn't matter,
If it doesn't exist
Thinking: 'hopefully conclusion isn't the end of a risk'
Sadly it is..
'I reminisce over you'..
We can 'Rock' yet 'Smooth',
But this not T.R.O.Y.
I'm not deceiving you
With every 'i love you' as truth
Spill my heart..Give you my heart..if surgery's due
I'm dying for you
Even a year later
Very few good times..
My breathing's Darth Vader'd
Word etched into my heart with a saber
'We can't be friends..but i'll see you later'
And i agree with respect
And i leave no respect
.And i think,
..and i sigh..
....and i bleed from my chest
Life is in the blood
Mugged!
Our blood spilled all thru alyZ
But everything i write is just 'was'
Thoughts of the past
But all of its love..

She said.."Why do you even want the remembrance?"... Unexpected shutdown..my heart wasn't finished yet..Blue screen of death's what I'm lookin at

~wind blows!

Journal Poetry Vault: Antidotess [With Future Edits]

Another Gem from the *Journal Poetry Vault
--Next Release 6.10.10
smh Enjoy!?



He [was] the Antidote
No chemical composition
Always in position
Overtime after fission and 'friction'-
Was broken down to a poison
He just [kept] 'makin noises'
'Hey-stop makin noises!'
Given chills by the voices
Her voice is his weakness
The reason he [still] fiends for her breathing
'Dag-even her snoring isn't boring?'
Believe it!
We're bonded
It'd be treason if I leave then
So who's leavin?
Not he
Not she
I guess its [was] we then
Our and us
And oh 'nala-dreamin'
Only appeased when-
He's 'holdin her'
The reason?
She [was] 'close to his heart'
No literally!- he means it
Never broken apart
After walks in the park
@>-- textual roses and art-
Well art being the poetry part
Her beauty is why he [loathed] when its dark
But not at the movies-I like that alooot
We chill when its hot
And when its chilly shes hot
She does exist!
Forget what the 'scientist' thought
We the coolest niggas what?
On fire- a burnin desire
That's raw life!
Thrones of bones-cushioned with tires-
Spike wire rings-turned with needle nose pliers
We do with what we got- MacGyver!?
But LIVE'rrr
And higher!
A bus bench with wings?
Floatin pass those weird-sparkling things..
Yea 'I could do this forever'
Then again i'd rather progress
How am I your antidote when you're my antidotess?
Smh
Even if I am a poisonous mess...
[Still] 'You the,you the best'


~wind blows!
~TyEVERYWHERE

*100th Post *- Journal Poetry: Wolverines' Dream

Soooo...remember when i was saying i couldn't let you guys see
any of what me and SunRain wrote in our Lyric book-
welll with her permission
i had a change of heart ONE TIME...
Some of the things written here are metaphors
only her and i would understand
(i only wish you guys knew them all-then this would be more dope to you)
If you want to know ask me on a personal basis
and maybe i can explain them.
Things only her and i would understand will be colored purple...
Enjoy this from the Journal Poetry Vault©
I love you Pheonix <3



I was Wolverine
Me and Pheonix in a dream
Bites and 'claws'
Hands and 'paws'
Nah-'scratch' it all
'If you can dream it ,you can achieve it!'?
See what the inspirational school sign left me with?
I don't think they really used their wit
Guess it depends on what your passion is
Any tips?
I just may name my passion Everlastingness
A feeling that could give you a lift
And be ripped away with the Lion King fix
Like: "hey- there's no flyin in this!"
Im the bird over which the elephant sits
But don't get up to quick
And don't underestimate my feelings in this
Then again we know how we feel
Ink that sinks thru the heart-a chemical drill
Or an onion that's peeled
The butterfly effect-everthing we write is real!
Guess im cryin then
Turned away like: "this is too strong"
Our chemistry makes physicals bonds-
Have my hands been 'wronged'?
Even if I use them to 'write'?
Release a plight-
And awake from a dream tonight...
Where Pheonix and Wolverine are pleased
'Cuz they pleased
And you just may want to leave...
But don't leave
See that was just Wolverine
And the claws he release still causes' pain
A kiss in the dark-adamalium to the brain
But I still haven't gone insane
and love Rain..
So much that-
I could bleed an orchestra-
even for a century
And still have enough will to write you a symphony
Might colapse after finishing...
But then I would get back up-
Just for the hope of you kissing me
Now I wish it would happen-a dream to an epiphany
Me livin without you?- you kiddin me..
And no I don't look at you diffrently
Seriously?
I love that you're real with me
Pheonix-
Everythings outta ya path-waiting for your delivery...
No freako- delivery of imagery
Lol-you feelin me?

~wind blows