Tanesha Ivey:
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Bored Writing: BioLyricism ft. Tanesha Ivey
Tanesha Ivey:
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Bored Writing: Rejections Reflection ft Sendora Brown
Get a view and perception..my opposites my monster..Rejections Reflection!
Sendora:
How do you let go of hurt?
Where are the directions?
These self inflicted pains,
Nothing short of reflections,
This troubled root runs deep,
From the seed of deception,
Can't load it on ones shoulders,
There's far too many connections,
Or lack there of
...I'm so afraid,
That I push back love,
Feeling unworthy,
I don't deserve thee,
And I'll make anyone suffer,
Who thinks that they can earn me!?
Bleed out my scars,
To stoke up my pangs,
I'd lure you close first,
Then show you my fangs,
Because we're in this together...
If I hurt,
You hurt,
That don't sever,
I prefer to eat your heart out,
And wear that on my sleeve,
..Sport you like a sweater,
Before I up and leave,
With words like "I adore you"
Build you up tall,
Have you high,
And then floor you,
Jot you down for a rainy day,
Then store you,
Like canned goods collecting dust,
On a shelf in a cabinet,
Locked away in myself,
I hurt you out of habbit,
Of being hurt...
My retaliation sickens me,
It's all bitter,
No sweet,
And to my end only quickens me,
An attractive monster,
Adorned in glittering hate...
I don't want the sun to set on me,
In this provoked state..
So wait..
Ty:
Yea, so my heart IS on my sleeve,
I'm hangin on a limb,
Yoked by my heart,
So im dangling again
..And NO you don't know!
...And i know you don't care,
-__- well not like i wanted,
Used to saying: "Life isn't fair"
But it's death that isn't fair!
A figurative grave,
Where you live and your mind is unconsciously aware
You think, but your mind isn't mentally prepared
So your blood floods out and it goes nowhere
What a waste of life
..Well blood is life
And 'Jesus shed blood',..Even 'thru his mind'
''Blood sweat' and tears,
Messages from peers,
Words written down carry no meaning foreal
But this is how i feel
It's strange in my mind
And its weird that i prefer to be strange all the time
Like im really that different
..Like i really stand out
When im really someone less that everyone who is about
..And im really undeserving of a life without doubt
.Because i sin
..and i hurt
...and i loiter about
Words dripping from my fingers,
And thoughts sittin on my mind
Ironically most of this 'crap' wont leave my 'behind'
Just a cloud over head,
With heat synced frequencies,
So whereever i go, the rain for sure follows me
And these puddles..they start swallowing!
Engulfed by a gulf,
Eaten by the seas,
And spit onto the turf
..Now i lay fetal-like in a ball on the earth
And my money and my jewelry loses all of its worth
Dumb..
Just a dreaming bum,
Laying in the path getting kicked by some
All starting from that thing with a beat like a drum
And musically it ended in none
So run!
And no don't 'wait' for the gun
~wind blows!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Purposeless Writing: If These Books Could Talk ft. Kalia Foster
Whoever knew what it was like to be...a book...lonely much?
..fiending for the librarians touch? O.o
I HOPE YOU FEEL THE WORDS FROM THIS LYRIC LIKE BRAILLE!
Kalia Foster:
Time escapes us
While memories chase us
Reality shapes us,
But its dreams that make us
Time moves on and ive seen some wait for love
And some just wish love woulda waited for them
They on a search for themselves like burried gems
Wind floats past, and rain pours down
And day turns to night,so their flashlights come out
Dreams of the past make them yearn for the good
Memories that catch up and find them
Imperfectly painful timing
Slaps,bruises and punches that blind us
Reality and life are the stories that bind us
Together like sheets in books and binders
Careful with that turn!
..another page by your side
Theres more to learn book-wide.
'Tears'..not crying..but who 'rip'ped us
Shhh!
Don't abuse when you look..just listen
Fingerprints on my past.I leave you convicted
Only a short time,as 'sentence'
But the clock keeps tickin
So some tend to dream less
And on the shelf is where the rest of us rest ..
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Ty:
Gray hair on my cover
Just fibers and lint..
Seams broken, Parts missing, and pages are bent
But you can still learn,
get some knowledge out of me
Before im too faded..underused and unseen
'Faded glory'..
No jeans
No shirts
Book covers cover me.
A dirty body covered with clothes new and clean?
And as abused as i seem..
I could prolly get a hand out,
If i throw myself on the floor as a kid skips about
And thats my only only hope
And that would be a dream
Wont you take me home...
Some pleasantness to read?
Imaginations window,
The most consciencest of dreams!
Until im gone forever
R.I.P.,
..Not referenceing my seams
And ima rare treasure
...theres not as many as it seems
~wind blows!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Schizophrenia {The Surfaced} ft. George Cursive L
Follow Carefully!
George(Nichevo):
George and Nichevo,
The man with two names
Two heads are better than one,
I think with two brains
Too sane to wear the jacket
But the illness is fame
Two entities within one,
Only switching in pain
George is the aggressor, the lesser ashamed...
Of his actions, subtract Nick and he'll go insane
Like a puddle of propane, Nick has the desire...
To extinguish the fire, of things so profane
Schizophrenia's not bad,
It's better than it sounds
The two minds collabing make me looney with the nouns
I'm sick with the adjectives, a madman with the verbs
That form outlandish sentences, I'm crazy with words.
And though this is a sickness, I use it as a remedy
They clash, but combine when there’s hard times ahead of me
The melody is sweet, could be likened to harp
I sever ties with my enemies, like I'm done dressin sharp
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Ty(LHC):
They said opposites attract
They’re correct infact
We live and connect,
3 hearts in our back
One beats for (L)ove,
One loves to (H)ate,
Yet another one (C)ritiques everything that i create
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(H)Voices in my head...
My eyes are gettin red
Poison gettin fed to little boys while they in bed
I cant picture reality..it hides inside my head
Everything i want to dream..is a nightmare instead
No hope for the future
No cause for an appraise
Sittin in this crap hole..
Rattling my 'cage'
Tapping my foot..
Waiting for the 'key of rage'
Ahhhhh,
Unleashed!....
Do you know what you've done?
The force of 10 winds,
...Heat more humid than suns
None hotter..melts lava,
burns ash, and scare monsters
Dueces to Love..and Infinity to Drama!
-(H)ate
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George(Nichevo):
Uggh.... Yes this is George speaking
The bad guy-the one who is now seeking...
the ones looking for trouble
Their stench foul and reeking
And defeat them all till I'm the big fish -SeaKing
Truly beasting..all rage unleashing
Like I'm hulking out, my tolerance decreasing
I don't care if I'm indecent,
I never cared for honor
I'm hotter than five fat guys sittin in saunas
Aggression is my way of life-you could say my persona
I beat up Superman, and then abducted Lana
And then ditched her for Lois,
My expression is stoic
Nick gets into that, but I don't care for heroics
Anger and animosity runs my mental facilities
Demolish any foes who dare breach my vicinity
Cause it's kill or be killed, Live and let die
And if he's guarding his right, then punch his left eye
There are some things you just cannot let fly
Understand I'm a realist cause only the dead lie
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Ty(LHC):
(L)Up build and educate!
He must not know what he did
Why would anyone ever feed poison to kids?
Its all Love..
You can take from my rib
If this head is my home as a house where i live,
Then why's an angel with a spinnin sword guarding it then?
Please let me in
I really asked nicely
I wouldn't hurt a fly,or let anything die
I love kids with cancer
I givem french fries
And i even let them piggie on my back for a ride
...i cant stay around
I feel i might loose control
(H)*growl*
(L)I hear a voice telling my to let my my love go
Wait i think im loosing co...noooo!-(L)ove
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George(Nichevo):
It's N-I-C-H-E-V-O, I'm feelin nice and breezy
Not aggressive like George, Oh no!, I take it easy
Sleazy I am not, honestly I can say that
I keep classical music and R&B on playback
Yes I'm a romantic, and I could say hopelessly
But the sun always rises, so it's only hope I see
And I hope I see that your noticing me
So I introduce myself with a faint: "Beg your pardon"
"I have not picked my quota of lotuses from the garden"
And the full name's Nichevo but please call me Nick
I'm smooth with my actions, and my words are slick
I'll kill you with kindness, or drown you with love
Pick your poison
I think that you'll agree..
That my love is sweeter than boysenberry...syrup
Your a queen, so with this king you should pair up
I love it when your hair is down and even when your hair's up
And I'm a stair up above these other guys
And that's a known fact until proven otherwise
So just to summarize... your touch is winter
But you have warm summer eyes
I'll be your prize, to prominence we will spring
I'll always have your back so you'll never autumn
Or fall, however you like to do to it
It's for you cause your the fairest of them all
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Ty(LHC):
(C)I must be the perfected design
And I’m ashamed to even say I’m sharing a mind
Just give it some time
I WILL be the victor!
Wielding a sword of ink
My slice is the fiercest
Your loves only tempting me
Your fear is my award
I’m stronger than strongest of things you accord
Fighting with a pen that’s 'mightier than the sword,
But i sharpen my blade of thoughts when i record..
And i jot what i say with force..
Until the rhyme gets sliced by the way i talk..
Lets get it on!'
I can unlock your cage
Unleash your chains
Give you a hug..and say some nice thangs
The best of the three
I’m right and left brained
Ambidextrous flow,that can handle all things-(C)ritique
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Ty(LHC):
I love you all..but i hate to love..and i definitely hate that i hate hating love!...Please forgive we, it's the imperfection riddling us O.o -(L)ove(H)ate(C)ritique
~wind blows!
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Deuce Of Hearts [END GAME]
Ty:
Deuces rule!
Can't cut me..
Now i know that love is 'bull'
'Cant touch me'!
'Red cape' on
It didnt come that way O.o
..Past love and a failed 'escape'
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George Cursive L:
'S on my chest',
Yes.. I was a 'superman'
'Weak' for her though,
I guess she was 'kryptonite'
Now my hearts 'infirmed',
And I'm feelin 'crippled like'
Water ripples down my face,
Thought I had my Lois Lane
Now a 'prisoner' of heartbreak,
She provides the 'ball and chain'
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Ty:
So im 'cast into a lake'
..A lake of my tears
So!..emotions hurt
Does that make me a queer? O.o
Weird..
Heart pumpin the concoction of fear.
Once you lose what you lose
You done loss what you learned
And once you learn what you lost
You're at a loss for words
Same thoughts where two hearts converge
Wherefrom twice the life emerge
And the focused fluttering of pain's submerged
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George Cursive L:
And I'm on the verge of just staying under water
Cause I refuse to be used by another father's daughter
The abuse is prevalent, which makes it more evident
Elegance, can make a murderer seem heaven sent
So it's evil, but with a radiant shine
She says peace, and yet cuts every time
And this is the thought that's troubling my heart
She's Sorry, yet i'm the one that must go back to Start.
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Ty:
She played the game well
Now she screamin: Encore!
Im on the ground grabbin my heart
..Vavles on the floor
But she lovin it
But dang, is this hating it?
Opposites attract
Shes sky and im pavement
A peasant amongst stars
With shine thats inglorious
Tropics thats unforested
I cant bear with no porridges
I gave her the spades the she cut me with
And I gave her the diamond that she clubbed me with
Now all a brother got is a duece of hearts
Does it make me an Ace if i give you a part
Or will my heart just fold from the start
If loves a game..strain!
'Cause the table is dark
Twice the hurt from the deuce of a dart
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George Cursive L:
Robbed me of my heart, an opportunistic looter
Gorgeous but deadly, A trigger happy shooter
A poisonous gift, like a rare exotic flora
Trouble in the box, I must be on Pandora
Cause it's a different world without her
I'm feeling like Dwayne with no Whitley
They say you can't lose what you never had
Ok, but the pain is still with me
Burns my chest like a strong shot of whiskey
Risky it was to relay emotions in me
A year lost in time and a piece lost within me
No peace in my mind but the peace sign she gives me
If things don't work out you go back to basics.
Going back to things that help me on a daily basis.
I'm done chasin traces of many pretty faces.
I'm chillin on my own, my own personal oasis.
Her deuces persecute me like a racist
Not here with me, I guess she had traded spaces.
= - (
~wind blows!
